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Friday, April 9, 2021

George Floyd Murder Trial up to Day 8... My thoughts


George Floyd Trial through Day 8… as I see it


The 13th Juror if you will….


Prior to the trial I had some strong opinions about the situation, to say the least. I got sick of hearing about it every time I tried to watch something, like many others have I’m sure.


I watched the viral videos, like so many others have done…. Watched them MANY times….


I do NOT condone what Derek did, nor do I condone what George was doing just before they attempted to arrest him…..


I am quite impressed with how quickly the state put this quality of a trial together. Typically it would take YEARS before a trial like this actually made it to the courtroom. Kudos for doing it so fast AND being of such quality.


I have been breaking the trial down into 2 types of witnesses, emotional and technical.


For ME, the emotional witnesses hold little value beyond shock value. Their pain is real. What they saw traumatized them for sure, BUT it only laid the groundwork for the technical witnesses. Those who saw the viral video are traumatized, but emotional witnesses do NOT win trials – technical witnesses do.


I learned a good deal about police use of force. I was impressed by the LAPD use of force expert they put on the stand. The Minnesota police trainer expert also impressed me, but for a very different reason.


That guy openly admits that he ignores a suspect’s cry for medical assistance. Now this is a HUGE problem – and I will use myself as an example here. If that officer arrested ME – I have COPD and get panic attacks….. During an attack my blood pressure SKYROCKETS and I hyperventilate. I can still TALK, but I do NOT take in enough oxygen and thus end up passing out and needing IMMEDIATE medical attention. This officer would ignore this because HE feels suspects are faking???? I would die at his hands, just like George Floyd did at Chauvin’s hands…. All because these officer’s cannot tell the difference between faking and real medical issues!!!!! The officer who testified needs to be retrained in how to tell the difference!!!!


Many Minneapolis PD officers testified about the DUTY of an officer to provide basic medical WHILE waiting on the ambulance.


The defense attorney keeps trying to bring in the crowd’s actions as being a danger for the officers to act on the duty to provide medical. This argument is bullshit and I think the jury sees this.


The crowd was pissed because they WANTED the officers to check on George Floyd and the officers refused to. Had the officer’s simply checked George Floyd’s pulse OR rendered medical aide – the crowd would have calmed UNLESS Chauvin KNEW what he would find – that George Floyd was dead, and the crowd would have gone nuts. Either way – medical aide should have been rendered while waiting for the ambulance.


Using the argument that the crowd was a danger is a fallacy, they were NOT a threat and I believe the jury can clearly see that on the videos.


It is tragic that officers think they can use this neck restraint. I agree fully that it is wrong and needs to be stopped. I can see doing it momentarily while putting cuffs on – but it should never be a sustained restrained since it is KNOWN by the officers to put the subject at risk of death. It is that KNOWING that makes what Chauvin did a crime. It is that knowing that makes George Floyd’s death murder.


Now, back when all this occurred, I made a few remarks about what George Floyd was doing on that corner and in that neighborhood. Keep in mind I am not from there so my knowledge of crime rates comes from online statistics.


We now know a few things about George Floyd:

1.    George Floyd WAS sitting there participating in a drug deal

2.    The dealer was the source of the fake $20 bills – he gave them to George Floyd as change for the amount paid for the drugs he purchased

3.    The drug deal is WHY George Floyd simply did not drive away after he went into Cup Foods

4.    A partially digested pill was found on the floor of the cruiser – with George Floyd’s DNA on it – meaning it WAS an illegal drug George Floyd had on his tongue in the video

5.    George Floyd was experiencing “excited delirium” as he was placed in the cruiser and even said “I ate too many drugs” or something similar when he was on the ground about to pass out

6.    George Floyd has a past history of “eating” the dope rather than being caught with it – and being rushed to the hospital for overdose in police custody

7.    George Floyd lied when asked – multiple times – what drugs he was on (Had he told the truth Narcan could have been given and he might still be alive)

8.    His argument about being claustrophobic is a lie. He had been sitting in the driver’s seat (and drove the SUV to the store) – windows UP and tight quarters….. So, being inside a car with the windows closed negates his argument about being claustrophobic.

9.    His prior charges and convictions would have meant a MUCH longer sentence THIS time – which is likely why he was putting up such a fight – he also stated he didn’t want to go back because he had recently just gotten out of jail (But who would want to go back – so this is a normal reaction of someone dreading a long sentence)



All of this does NOT justify what happened, so let’s be clear on that fact!!!!


Now, we also know a few things about George and Chauvin…..

1.    They did work together at a club as bouncers

2.    They had a history of NOT getting along

3.    They had a history in the community as well with previous encounters


We also know about Derek Chauvin….

1.    He is a veteran officer with over 18 years on the job

2.    He has gone through over 800 hours of yearly training – some of which dealt with the very issue at hand and the dangers of it

3.    He has a minimum of 15 excessive force complaints, and some deaths at his hands (the trial is not to this part yet)

4.    He has many complaints that have yet to be revealed during trial

5.    He was a problem officer


I am impressed with how the state cleaned up the videos so we can actually hear what is being said by each person. I have now seen a lot more footage and firmly believe Chauvin murdered Floyd…. But getting a 1st degree conviction on a cop is pretty much impossible.


MY THEORY in a nutshell ….. Waiting for these details to appear in court – to date they are not even mentioned….


George Floyd and Chauvin worked together at that club and could not get along there. I FEEL something happened there that caused Chauvin to want some sort of revenge on George Floyd. Chauvin WAS the first officer asked to respond to Cup Foods.

I feel that when Chauvin arrived and saw it was George Floyd he took his “opportunity” and thought he would get away with it.


Here is what I feel Chauvin – alone – is responsible for:

1.    Failure to render medical aide when he had a duty to – meaning administer Narcan and / or perform CPR etc

2.    Preventing an off-duty fire fighter from rendering medical aide – threatening her with mace when she approached to assist

3.    Using excessive / deadly force when it was not necessary

4.    Abuse of a corpse when he slung George Floyd onto the gurney like a ragdoll


There is much more, but I am withholding those opinions until they are presented at trial. I am seriously waiting for the witnesses about their relationship at the club, because I feel that job is WHY all of this happened.


Now, I also have an opinion about Officer Tao…..

From the videos, it is clear that he was protecting his partner. In some cases that is a good thing. In this case, it is not. I FEEL Tao knew what Chauvin would do if he ever got his hands on George Floyd….. Tao KNEW and assisted in perpetuating this crime. But, that is just a gut feeling and we will not know until Tao’s trial…..

I do hope the state is paying that defense attorney well - he is doing so much for the prosecution!!!

*** By the way... That defense attorney is fine OMFG...... Damn I have been single wayyyyyyyyyy too long lol

Monday, March 8, 2021

Backstabbing, Hypocritical B*tches....... (Vent Post)


*** VENT *** Newsflash to Sandy & Alison this is MY wall and I can vent all I want on it


Ok, everyone knows that weeks ago 2 of my dogs got out. Rosa came home the same day. Hooker did not…. I got her from Sandy…… My neighbor….. Long story gone over in a previous post….


Everyone also knows that I have NOT had a vehicle or transportation to go anywhere. My jeep is down with a short in the wiring…… I gave the PT back to Greg (it was NOT running he had it towed to the shop where it STILL needs major repairs before it will run again)…… Would have cost me too much to switch the engines…..


So, I have done what I could to get the word out about Hooker being missing. I have friends in the 4x4 groups who camp at Stoddard Off Road…. They have pix of her…. The went out looking on their dune buggies, dirt bikes etc…. I posted in MANY groups – some are still pending – what the hell is wrong with some of these admins anyways???? But the posts WERE made some with pix and some without – that I added her pic to later on…..


I have lost countless hours of sleep combing through the MANY lost & found pet groups in this area….. Reaching out to those who might have been at the Off Road event when she got out….. Calling shelter after shelter…. Rescue after rescue…… The day AFTER she got out I had them take my name & number in case one came in fitting her description. Later I texted her pic to them…..


Meanwhile, behind my back, Sandy & Alison are going around also looking for her. Alison likes to preach about working together….. Well, she had to drive right past MY house to get to Sandy and never once did she stop in… Never once was I consulted about what the 2 of them were doing or who they had talked to or what they had told them…. NOT ONCE….. But on social media Alison sure likes to preach about working together… hypocritical bitch…..


Both of them KNEW I had no transportation…… But not once did they offer to take ME to the shelters to see if Hooker had been brought in. NO. When Sandy went to them she told them SHE owned Hooker, waived an old spay certificate in their face and had HER info put as the contact if Hooker was brought in…..


By Sandy doing this it cut off ANY hopes I had of even getting information if a dog had been turned in that even fit her description. I kept being told “the owner has provided her info and if one comes in we will contact her”…..


It is heartbreaking enough that Hooker ran off and did not come back….. Can you imagine how I felt when shelter after shelter kept saying that to me????? Hooker WAS my dog….. Until Sandy decided she wanted her back AGAIN….


The fact that neither Alison nor Sandy consulted with ME about anything they were doing, who they were talking to etc told me volumes. Considering they had to drive past my home to get to Sandy’s EVERY time they went out to look for Hooker and NEVER once stopped, never called – KNOWING I had no transportation – again told me everything I needed to know.


Sandy wanted Hooker back because she lost Moolie….. Lost being the nicest way I can say it. YES he was old…. She refused to take him to the vet, excuse after excuse when I DID have a vehicle….. I DID offer all she had to do was pay for gas….. Moolie did NOT have to suffer the way he did….. Not for as long as he did…… But when he finally did pass, she decided she wanted Hooker back. That is the only reason I can see for her not being truthful with these shelters AND waving the OLD spay certificate in their faces to “prove” ownership. When I have text messages asking her to write up a transfer of ownership on Hooker and she ignored them.


In the last year I have personally watched 2 of her dogs suffer LONG, slow deaths…. Stinger and Moolie….. Both could have benefited from vet care both were denied it by Sandy….. Do you think Hooker will fare any better with her???? When Iva’s dog was sick, Sandy DEMANDED Blue be taken to the vet right this second….. Oh did she get mad when I didn’t have transportation and another person had appointments…… Blue was old and sick and honestly too far gone to save….. But THAT is on Sandy – the responsible adult up there on that property…..


I took Hooker in because Sandy ran around like a chicken with its head cut off getting absolutely nothing done. Hooker was in her way. Hooker demanded too much of her attention, she couldn’t tend to Moolie. Hooker was too much…. So many other remarks like that about Hooker so I took her in….. My dog Rosa and Hooker were best buddies and loved to play. It gave Spike a rest. Rosa wears him out, she still has that puppy energy. Spike came from that property too… Spent 9 years of his life on a 10 foot chain …… So, building him a kennel where he could romp and play was VERY important, one where he never had to be chained again was VERY important…. I did that for him – ALONE. It may not be pretty, but it is safe, it has shelter and most importantly Spike and Rosa love it.


A year ago Sandy and I went through shit like this over Spike. He had been with me almost a year at that point….. Nothing was good enough in her eyes…. This was about the same time one of her other dogs came down ill…. This is a cycle with her it seems. Spike was NOT hers….. He belonged to Ellen and Robert who had gotten him from Iva. NOT Sandy. I have all his paperwork and a signed transfer of ownership on him.


There is only so much a person can take before they explode and right now I am doing MY explosion HERE so when I am done I can rest with a clear heart and mind.


Sandy acts like Spike was hers… He NEVER was. She sent me a pic of how Spike used to be kept – right next to HER camper….. I may not poo scoop daily but DAMN…. She had to look at that every time she opened her camper door and she allowed it to continue all because Spike and Blue would fight so much…..


But I was forced to listen to how nothing was good enough, no one can be as good to a dog as SHE can. No one can provide for a dog like she can. So much crap like that it was pathetic to be honest. She had 5 of her own at that time and NO CASH INCOME….. Still has no cash income ….. She has no bills, lives rent free on Iva’s property and cannot even make sure Iva’s dog is properly fed and watered….. She watched as Blue died slowly of dehydration and starvation….. Old age played a SMALL part….. But leaving a 100 year old woman with severe dementia in charge of animal care…. Iva’s reasoning was she would NOT feed or water Blue because she didn’t want him peeing and pooping in the house… (You gotta know Iva to fully understand this)…. But Sandy WATCHED for weeks and did NOTHING for Blue, just as she did NOTHING for Stinger and NOTHING for Moolie…


Now she wants to act like a saint for Hooker??? Nope… She just recently had Moolie cremated and she wants to fill that hole in her heart by taking Hooker back……Alison is helping her too. If she wasn’t why then PUBLICLY would Alison be saying we should work together – yet drive right by every time she picked Sandy up to go “look” for Hooker? I was the rightful owner, seems like she would have at bare minimum called me and let me know their efforts right????


Neither of them have said a peep to me beyond what has been posted in a couple threads online. Neither of them bothered to say hey we are heading to shelters wanna go….. Neither of them thought to put the rightful owners # on those flyers…. They put Sandy’s # KNOWING that half the time she won’t answer her phone, claims it is always “fucking up” or has no service….. Seems like they would have put the # that IS one people can get through to anytime, day or night….. Nope…..


But Alison wants to go apeshit on how I will not “work together” to find Hooker…..


What is my motivation here? Sandy has made it IMPOSSIBLE for me to get info from shelters about Hooker if she IS brought in since she listed herself as the rightful owner….. What am I to do????

What would YOU do???? Would you keep losing sleep looking for a dog that someone else is running around saying is theirs making people confused as to who actually owns the dog???? I have cried myself to sleep for a week on this matter, held my tongue on it until tonight….


I have very little income and it only goes so far…. I could have begged online for gas money… But my friends came together to help me call shelters, make posts etc…. Gas money or money for printer ink would have done little good….. Yes I have a Santa Fe now….. If you KNEW the history of this vehicle and who I got it from … It is NOT a reliable vehicle YET, but close. So, running up and down the road likely would have ended with AAA towing it home…..


But, I get slammed By Alison & Sandy for the way I chose to hunt without a vehicle or funds…. Rosa and I walked nightly as far as I could. Spike too… I alternated them….. I would hear her barking and get Rosa or Spike and follow until the barking stopped…. One can only walk so far with a MASSIVE labral tear in their left hip…… But I pushed myself far beyond my body’s limits and I am STILL trying to recover from it…..


As much as I adore Hooker this is NOT worth the bullshit Sandy and Alison are doing. If they truly meant to help they would have kept me in the loop all along. Their intentions are perfectly clear so I am washing my hands of all of it. Sandy wants Hooker back so bad – fine. I am not gonna keep losing sleep working my fingers to the bone networking trying to find her via online contacts who frequent the area she was in….. Nope…..


Done is done. As far as I am concerned Sandy and Alison both can lose my number. I am deeply heartbroken by all of this because it also means I will NOT be going back up on the hill to help out with Iva….. I do enjoy helping her and listening to all her stories!


The funny thing about all of this though….. Sandy has become the very thing she hates…. A younger version of Iva….


Iva may be hell to deal with sometimes but ya gotta give a 100 year old woman some respect – she has lived on that hill OFF GRID for over 40 years!!! Her mind might not always be there, but damn, give some respect where it is due.


Sandy would be living on the streets if it wasn’t for Iva….. Now she lives rent free, her water is free, electric is free… trash pick up free…. And all she can do is talk shit about her situation and how miserable it is to be the responsible adult on the hill up there….

Congrats Sandy you WIN…. You want Hooker so damn bad because your poor heart is broken over Moolie and Blue? Go for it. My guess is that Hooker is up at Alison’s and has been since that last night I heard her barking near your place….


I have suffered Sandy’s BULLSHIT for two years now…. Listened to her gripes about how shitty her living situation was, how shitty they treat her etc….. I have TRIED to help – I offered her some land… She kept putting it off until I decided she wasn’t gonna take it and I offered that portion to someone else….. I offered to let her live in my RV because she was so miserable up on the hill… even when she still had 5 dogs….. I have taken food up there to her, cooked and just supplies…. Given her small propane tanks because she had no heat (always griping about having no heat OMFG), given her medical supplies when she burned her leg on her lantern (that she promised to replace because I gave her my last – never happened, to this day they have not been replaced nor will she even discuss it), taken her coffee when she had none and so much more……


And she goes behind my back listing herself as Hooker’s owner so that NO ONE would contact ME if she was found…..


But somehow I am the bad guy for calling her ass out on this…..


I call a spade a spade and call it like I see it….. If they do not like it….

Newsflash FB has the BLOCK option… stop stalking my posts trying to act like you are helping…..

Maybe I should send Animal Control up to Alison’s AND to Calvin’s to do a search for Hooker…..

Saturday, February 27, 2021

Good Riddance to Bad Rubbish


Hooker is still MISSING but I have a gut feeling….

Hooker is my dog who escaped a couple of weeks ago…. Rosa came home same day at dusk…. Hooker did not although I did here her for several nights and walked miles each night following the barking and calling her name….

I feel in my gut that Sandy has her…..

A year ago she gave me Hooker then took her back….. The old term for it was “Indian Giving”… Sandy does that a lot….

Last week my IHSS worker ran into Sandy and she told him “I fucked up HER chances of getting Hooker back”

So that tells me HER intentions where Hooker is concerned….. Sandy wants Hooker back again… Surprise surprise…..

I have had no sightings of Hooker. Now that I have a vehicle I have ran around looking for her. After that event up at Stoddard Wells off road area she has NOT been seen or heard anywhere.

It is possible someone from that picked her up and took her home. Hooker is a VERY sweet girl and would do well in a home with children.

But, the fact that the VERY night I stopped hearing Hooker barking is the VERY night Sandy shut up about Hooker….. I find that highly suspect…..

If she wanted Hooker back she could have been woman enough to just ASK. I had repeatedly asked her to write up a transfer of ownership – Sandy refused to…. She always had a thousand excuses as to why she had not done it – even when I handed her a pen and paper. I KNEW she would try to get Hooker back….. Especially after Moolie died….

My prayer is that Hooker is safe and happy. It is all I can ask for since the longer she is gone the less likely I will find her….. I just want her safe, happy and well cared for.

And IF Sandy does have her, at least let her be woman enough to say so – this way others are not out still searching for her and worrying about her…..

Sandy can go to hell…. I am washing my hands of her and her drama and bullshit…..

I see now why pretty much anyone who DOES know her talks total shit about her….. She first STOLE Hooker from Dave….. then uses that as a weapon…..

How did she steal Hooker from Dave? Simple! Dave cannot walk well. When Dave took Hooker to be spayed he could NOT walk inside the vet clinic….. Sandy took Hooker into the building and had ALL paperwork put in HER name not Dave’s. That is how she stole Hooker from Dave.

Sandy tells all sorts of stories about that….. But Dave’s entire family has told ME the same thing about how Sandy took Hooker away from Dave.

Sandy likes to toss out the fact that ONE time in TWO years she cared for my furbabes…. Sucks being arrested for something you did not do. That was beyond my control and NOT by choice. Yes, the cops threatened to have animal control take the pets BECAUSE they were taking me to jail NOT because of poor care etc…. They did not know I could call and arrange someone to care for them. Sandy was my LAST call, not my first….. She just happened to be the ONLY one who answered when I called from the holding cell….

That debt has been repaid MANY times over but she still likes to toss it out there in defense of the BS disappearing acts she pulls. “Oh I cared for your animals while you were gone” – she never states that it was NOT my choice to be away. When she leaves it is by CHOICE so she has time to make arrangements etc and tells everyone else arrangements were made…..

So, as I said, I am washing my hands of her. If she has Hooker so be it. All she would do is pull out that spay certificate and wave it in a cops face like she has done once to ME and multiple times to Dave.

Now, some of you are hung up on me being arrested for something I did not do….. LOL so let me fill you in in a nutshell. I invited my sorry piece of shit oldest daughter to California because my grandkids were SVERELY abused. I called CPS and had them removed from her care. This was done May 20, 2019…… After that I had ZERO access to either of my grandkids ok… Keep DATES in mind here they ARE important.

Both grandkids were in CPS custody May 20, 2019….. My daughter had scheduled, supervised visits which she did NOT keep….

She and her boyfriend skipped state in June. My grandson was returned to Michigan to his bio dad in early June 2019. OUT OF STATE first week of June (not even in California ok)

So, I get arrested September 5, 2019 for Corporal punishment of a child (my grandson) – also called SPANKING. When I saw WHEN this supposedly happened I laughed myself into fits DURING video court….

It reads, “On or about July 4, 2019 I supposedly committed corporal punishment of my grandson”

He was NOT even in the state of California on July 4, 2019 nor did I have access to him so I could NOT have committed what they accused me of.

They held me for 6 weeks total. Sandy cared for my animals during this time. Since then I have been working with the court to prove this I DO have court paperwork from the Michigan custody court and MANY other documents proving my grandson was NOT even in the state at the time this crime supposedly took place. I pled guilty to a misdemeanor just to shorten the BS I was going through…. I am 51 and disabled…. Not like I need a background check for a job or whatnot so what is a misdemeanor on my record if my grandkids are safe????

So, while Sandy throws up that she cared for my animals during my time in jail….. She neglects to tell how that debt has been repaid many times over OR the fact that I was arrested for something that could not have possibly happened…..

I have no secrets, nothing to hide. My entire life is pretty much public record on social media etc… So, since anyone can find anything WHY hide from it???

I am no angel, never claim to be. But Sandy is no martyr either and I am sick and tired of her tossing this up using it to justify her own actions.

I was so grateful that she had done this for me I even offered her 2 acres of land for it. But, after her MULTIPLE disappearing acts leaving her dogs at MY expense….. That debt has long since been paid 5 times over at least…. AND I absolutely do NOT want her ass for a neighbor….  I have seen what she does to Iva and Iva’s things…. Not gonna happen to ME – nope…

So, now that I have said this I have other things to do. Sandy needs to lose my number. I am blocking her on social media as of the posting of this note….

She is truly alone with Iva now…. Do not call me or text me with “emergencies” I will NOT come.

From what I can see, Sandy has literally become the very thing she claims to hate the most…. Sandy IS a younger version of Iva….. Good work Sandy….. Becoming what you hate and talk shit about – you talk shit about the very thing you ARE…..

Good bye and good riddance to bad rubbish.,

Thursday, February 18, 2021

For Sandy


One this day and in this hour

Smudging with the sacred flower

A prayer I pray filled with power…


One who sows the seeds of trouble

Shall reap it back in heaps of rubble

Upon their head make it double


With this sage I do decree

At the witching hour to be free


No more shall this one darken my heart

No more shall this one be more than a passing thought


Upon their heart reap what they have sown

Deliver it according to their measure

It is your will, it is your pleasure


This candle burns to light my way

From this darkness and into day

Where I leave this chaos at their door

And pray it leaves me forevermore…..

Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Lost Dog & a Rant


**Rant Post**


Yesterday, while removing a destroyed tarp from the dog pen, the 2 girls got out. Yes they are spayed lol…. Since Hooker was given to me by the neighbor, Sandy Rakip, I alerted her hoping Hooker had went over there. The FEW times they have gotten out they made a beeline over there.

This time was different they ended up across Hwy 247…. I went for HOURS walking out there nearly halfway to the mountains….. I went without a jacket, screaming until I coughed blood my throat is STILL raw…. I could hear Rosa barking and I followed until they stopped barking…..

Last night Rosa came home at dusk. Hooker was NOT with her. Later I heard Hooker barking between me and Sandy. I went out and called to her. The barking headed toward Slash X so I followed about half way and the barking stopped. So, I went home.

I have a VERY bad hip and COPD. I have been recovering from bronchitis as well. My lungs are STILL burning from the cold air.

I made posts in MANY local groups…. Messaged a few friends who went out riding to look for her….. She seems to have vanished….

But why am I telling you this? SANDY RAKIP is why!!!!

Self righteous, thinks she knows everything and can do everything better than YOU bitch!

From the time I told her Hooker was missing, until a few hours ago my phone blew up with texts and calls. Yesterday, right after they got out I was in a telemed with my therapist…. Sending her to voicemail did NOT deter her – it ended my appointment early…. Talk about RUDE!!!!

So, I went and met Sandy across Hwy 247 where we were SUPPOSED to look together. Sandy stayed near the fence barely calling out….. It was ME who walked nearly 5 miles following the barking…… Sandy did NOT want to go home when the barking stopped, but I was in such pain I could not push myself any farther AND I had someone coming over to help me with a few things….

From the time we dropped her off until I blocked her number a little while ago, she never stopped talking shit in my text messages and on my voicemail.

I put food, water and one of MY blankets out in a spot I know Hooker would know where it is.  It is untouched.

She TALKS but has little action, just enough for appearance sake only!!!!

At 3 a.m when the outside dog on the property where she stays was barking like crazy – she NEVER checked. Hooker was over there. It was ME who followed the barking halfway to Slash X before the barking stopped. Not her. How the hell she slept through that I have no idea when I heard it nearly ¾ mile away!!!!

She has been DEMANDING I run up and down the road or go sit out on the road and wait for Hooker….. Precisely how am I supposed to do this WITHOUT a vehicle??? Or gas money???? Not to mention I am in so much pain I have been puking, my throat so raw I can barely talk!!! And I have to DJ twice this weekend….

All the while she is making demands of ME she does NOTHING… She has pictures of Hooker – LOTS of them. I have only live videos. Sandy refuses to provide a still picture of Hooker for the posts that I made. She is demanding we print flyers and get them posted – cannot do that without a PICTURE or a vehicle…..

She actually told ME that I was not doing enough. That I was ridiculous. Alison was gonna come help HER ride around looking for Hooker and Alison was sick. Basically she was saying if Alison could come while she was sick why couldn’t I? Well having the shits is far different than not being able to WALK or talk. Sandy actually suggested to Alison to wear an adult diaper….. To my knowledge Alison has not shown up….

I find all of this VERY hypocritical of Sandy. You see, Sandy has said goodbye to 3 (three) of her own dogs in the past year….. Yes, three. First was Stinger, he got VERY sick. I even posted a fundraiser to be able to take him to the vet…. When I found RUFF she refused to take him…. He died….. Then Felony….. I was told she “put her down” but not the precise method…. Then Moolie, he was old and it was his time. He might have lasted longer if she had actually taken him to a vet instead of self-diagnosing and medicating him…..I gave her RUFF phone numbers and Actors & Others and MANY resources….. She will NOT take those dogs to a vet…..

Yet SHE wants to make demands of ME for my own dog? Yes, she gave me Hooker and has an emotional attachment, I get it. She should have been applying that SAME energy to the 3 (three) who got sick and DIED, maybe they would still be here….

All of this coming from a woman who TAKES OFF (usually to her son’s house), leaving (at that time Hooker & Magic) with NO prearranged care….. Usually about every 2 months she took off leaving the dogs….. Many times she told others that I would be caring for them…. One problem though, she NEVER told ME…… Those dogs would be DEAD right now if I had not taken care of them EVERY time she flew the coop….. Once Hooker and Magic went without food for DAYS and nearly ran out of water because she left Dave to care for them….. The last time she done this I had 4 cats in surgery that day AND my PT Cruiser motor locked up. But, I cared for her dogs – twice daily driving up there when she left NO food. I had to provide it. Not once has she EVER offered me a dime for all the gas I spent taking care of her dogs. Not once.

And I have the text messages to PROVE every word of this…..

Sandy does not care if YOU have plans…. She just up and goes leaving Hooker & Magic in her fenced yard assuming SOMEONE (aka ME) will care for them…… She will be gone sometimes up to three weeks…..

She really cared for Hooker when she had her huh???? Yeah, she took lots of pictures. All for appearance sake only…..

She buried 3 dogs in less than 10 months, NOW Iva’s dog, Blue is on his deathbed in HER care….. We have plans to get Blue to the vet Friday…. Wanna bet Blue doesn’t make it til then???? That is 4 dogs in HER care dead in a year….. Blue depended on Sandy to feed & water him because Iva is 100 years old deaf and nearly blind.

And SHE wants to tell ME how to properly care for a dog???? My dogs are HEALTHY, well cared for and see the vet when they need to. I have worked rescue for nearly 4 decades.

I will NOT go into how Hooker would be kenneled in a tiny camper almost every night….. Or how Hooker had no one to PLAY with since all the other dogs were older and she still has puppy energy…..

At my house she was HAPPY. Yes she ran off. Sometimes dogs gotta get their wiggles out. Hooker DID come back last night but went to Sandy’s and Sandy would NOT go out and get her. It was ME who followed the barking until it stopped.

So, Sandy take your self-righteous BULLSHIT and shove it!!!! You weren’t concerned enough about Stinger to accept a ride to the vet from me and funding from RUFF to cover it. You let him die suffering!!!! You put Felony down….. Moolie and Blue were old…… But 4 dogs DEAD in 1 year????

You were NOT concerned about Hooker every time you took off leaving NO ONE reliable to care for her & Magic. You never once called or texted to see how they were doing while you were gone. You only replied to texts I sent you….

So do yourself a favor and lose my number. Do not ever contact me again. When I am done, I am done. And I have had ENOUGH of your bullshit and outrageous demands. I do not see you walking up and down Hwy 247 looking for Hooker. You spoke to 2 people at Slash X??? But you blow up my phone demanding that I do when I am in so much pain I am puking from all the walking I have done looking for her…..

You LOVE to demand other people do things that you will NOT do yourself.

I am done!!!! I won’t even go into how you use others to purchase things for YOUR dogs….

Jake told you to get rid of all the dogs and the car and he would help you get a job and a better place to live….. Seems like you are near that goal….. Only Magic and the car left….. Well if Hooker shows up over there I know you will keep her…..

I asked you repeatedly when you gave her to me to write up a transfer of ownership…… You thought you were smart…… Now EVERYONE knows what a walking piece of shit you really are.

You burned your bridges with me.

I pray for Hooker to be returned to me safely. But pray is all I can do right now until I can walk again. Having a bad hip sucks.

And if any of her family or Iva’s sees this and DON’T like it – do not text me telling me to delete it. This is MY wall, MY rant. If you do not like it UNFOLLOW me. I removed the last one (except from my blog – it IS still there). I will NOT remove this one to appease YOU.

I have put up with untold verbal abuse for the last 2 days to the point that I blocked Sandy’s number. So, if you do not like my rant simply unfollow me then YOU do not have to see it.

And stop bitching about your living situation. You put yourself over there. You have stayed there when other offers were made to you…. You CHOSE to stay there….. You have no one but yourself to blame for it.

Hooker has a good home now and she is terribly missed. Which is more than I can say for how you treated her. Every eye reading this will be on you now…..


Off my rant now…. Unless Sandy is stupid enough to push this issue.

CNN & NBC Paid Antifa Agitator at Capitol Riots


BREAKING: CNN & NBC Paid Antifa Agitator at Capitol Riots — Now We’ve Got Receipts to Prove It

Written by Kyle Becker

The radical Antifa/BLM agitator who infiltrated the Capitol Riots and was charged for his role in provoking criminal acts was paid off by CNN.

“John Sullivan, charged for his participation in the Jan. 6 riots, was paid $35,000 apiece from CNN and NBC for his footage inside the Capitol,” Politico’s Kyle Cheney reported.

Politico reported that Sullivan, who had captured the death of pro-Trump demonstrator Ashli Babbitt on video after what appeared to be a staged event, and then uploaded the video and several others incriminating himself, would not be banned from social media usage.

A federal magistrate judge has turned down prosecutors’ effort to block a man accused of participating in the Capitol riot from using Twitter and Facebook, but ordered him to end his involvement with a business he founded that the Justice Department says promotes and glorifies violent protests.

The defendant, John Sullivan of Utah, has maintained that he attends raucous demonstrations as a journalist, sharing videos through his Insurgence USA website and social media platforms. Sullivan’s defense attorney even filed invoices with the court showing that CNN and NBC each paid Sullivan’s firm $35,000 last month for rights to video he filmed of chaotic scenes outside and inside the Capitol, including the deadly shooting of protester Ashli Babbitt by a U.S. Capitol Police officer.

CNN went beyond merely ignoring a BLM/Antifa sympathizer’s role in inciting the mob. The network invited him on as a mouthpiece.

Now, we have the receipts via Kyle Cheney:

This is a copy of the ACH deposit from NBC:

Let me say as someone who has worked for a top cable news show, these bookings do not happen without a basic background check. CNN had to have known.

The Politico report also highlights the role that Sullivan played in agitating the mob:

However, prosecutors contend that Sullivan is not a mere bystander or chronicler of protests. Instead, they say, he actively encourages violence, telling viewers how to make Molotov cocktails and evade identification by police. He was arrested last month on charges stemming from the Jan. 6 riot, including interfering with police during a civil disorder. Sullivan was later hit with an additional charge: obstruction of Congress.

John Earle Sullivan, a radical self-described “revolutionary” who literally founded a group called “Insurgence USA,” was arrested and charged in January for his role in helping to incite a riot amid the heavy pro-Trump crowd that had gathered at the U.S. Capitol.

John Earle Sullivan had shouted several incendiary statements during the storming of the Capitol building, including “we about to burn this shit down.”

Here he is posing as a Trump supporter to infiltrate the crowd.

If you haven’t had a chance to watch them, check out his own damning treasure trove of Youtube videos. Below are some select videos to watch.

Sullivan was also on the wall. There are plenty of things suspect about this video as well, including evidence of coordinated tactics, like passing up shields, water bottles, etc.

If you haven’t seen it, I *HIGHLY* recommend watching this video breaking down what appears to be a coordinated action that led to the death of Trump supporter Ashli Babbitt. It is an analysis of Sullivan’s own video footage.

In his video, Sullivan was heard after Babbitt was shot yelling several times “she’s dead!”

KSL asked Sullivan after the incident if he was a part of Antifa, this was his response:

When he was asked if he was a member of Antifa, as he has used the hashtag in his social media posts, he said he understands where there could be confusion.

“If people are saying I’m Antifa, as far as a terrorist organization, I’m not,” he said. “Am I anti-fascist? We all are anti-fascist. And that’s what we should all strive for being. I have my own organization, Insurgence USA, and that’s what it is for. That’s really what it is.”

The U.S. media have gone beyond refusing to ask critical questions about Sullivan, due to his noticeable associations with the radical left. They literally paid a leftist agitator who had worked to frame Trump supporters for inciting an “insurrection” and gave the criminal an open platform to spread his propaganda. This is what the U.S. media has come to in its open bid to destroy Donald Trump.