**Rant
Post**
Yesterday,
while removing a destroyed tarp from the dog pen, the 2 girls got out. Yes they
are spayed lol…. Since Hooker was given to me by the neighbor, Sandy Rakip, I
alerted her hoping Hooker had went over there. The FEW times they have gotten
out they made a beeline over there.
This time
was different they ended up across Hwy 247…. I went for HOURS walking out there
nearly halfway to the mountains….. I went without a jacket, screaming until I
coughed blood my throat is STILL raw…. I could hear Rosa barking and I followed
until they stopped barking…..
Last night
Rosa came home at dusk. Hooker was NOT with her. Later I heard Hooker barking
between me and Sandy. I went out and called to her. The barking headed toward
Slash X so I followed about half way and the barking stopped. So, I went home.
I have a
VERY bad hip and COPD. I have been recovering from bronchitis as well. My lungs
are STILL burning from the cold air.
I made
posts in MANY local groups…. Messaged a few friends who went out riding to look
for her….. She seems to have vanished….
But why am
I telling you this? SANDY RAKIP is why!!!!
Self
righteous, thinks she knows everything and can do everything better than YOU
bitch!
From the
time I told her Hooker was missing, until a few hours ago my phone blew up with
texts and calls. Yesterday, right after they got out I was in a telemed with my
therapist…. Sending her to voicemail did NOT deter her – it ended my
appointment early…. Talk about RUDE!!!!
So, I went
and met Sandy across Hwy 247 where we were SUPPOSED to look together. Sandy
stayed near the fence barely calling out….. It was ME who walked nearly 5 miles
following the barking…… Sandy did NOT want to go home when the barking stopped,
but I was in such pain I could not push myself any farther AND I had someone
coming over to help me with a few things….
From the
time we dropped her off until I blocked her number a little while ago, she
never stopped talking shit in my text messages and on my voicemail.
I put
food, water and one of MY blankets out in a spot I know Hooker would know where
it is. It is untouched.
She TALKS
but has little action, just enough for appearance sake only!!!!
At 3 a.m
when the outside dog on the property where she stays was barking like crazy –
she NEVER checked. Hooker was over there. It was ME who followed the barking halfway
to Slash X before the barking stopped. Not her. How the hell she slept through
that I have no idea when I heard it nearly ¾ mile away!!!!
She has
been DEMANDING I run up and down the road or go sit out on the road and wait
for Hooker….. Precisely how am I supposed to do this WITHOUT a vehicle??? Or
gas money???? Not to mention I am in so much pain I have been puking, my throat
so raw I can barely talk!!! And I have to DJ twice this weekend….
All the
while she is making demands of ME she does NOTHING… She has pictures of Hooker –
LOTS of them. I have only live videos. Sandy refuses to provide a still picture
of Hooker for the posts that I made. She is demanding we print flyers and get
them posted – cannot do that without a PICTURE or a vehicle…..
She
actually told ME that I was not doing enough. That I was ridiculous. Alison was
gonna come help HER ride around looking for Hooker and Alison was sick.
Basically she was saying if Alison could come while she was sick why couldn’t
I? Well having the shits is far different than not being able to WALK or talk. Sandy
actually suggested to Alison to wear an adult diaper….. To my knowledge Alison
has not shown up….
I find all
of this VERY hypocritical of Sandy. You see, Sandy has said goodbye to 3
(three) of her own dogs in the past year….. Yes, three. First was Stinger, he
got VERY sick. I even posted a fundraiser to be able to take him to the vet….
When I found RUFF she refused to take him…. He died….. Then Felony….. I was
told she “put her down” but not the precise method…. Then Moolie, he was old
and it was his time. He might have lasted longer if she had actually taken him
to a vet instead of self-diagnosing and medicating him…..I gave her RUFF phone
numbers and Actors & Others and MANY resources….. She will NOT take those
dogs to a vet…..
Yet SHE
wants to make demands of ME for my own dog? Yes, she gave me Hooker and has an
emotional attachment, I get it. She should have been applying that SAME energy
to the 3 (three) who got sick and DIED, maybe they would still be here….
All of
this coming from a woman who TAKES OFF (usually to her son’s house), leaving
(at that time Hooker & Magic) with NO prearranged care….. Usually about
every 2 months she took off leaving the dogs….. Many times she told others that
I would be caring for them…. One problem though, she NEVER told ME…… Those dogs
would be DEAD right now if I had not taken care of them EVERY time she flew the
coop….. Once Hooker and Magic went without food for DAYS and nearly ran out of
water because she left Dave to care for them….. The last time she done this I
had 4 cats in surgery that day AND my PT Cruiser motor locked up. But, I cared
for her dogs – twice daily driving up there when she left NO food. I had to
provide it. Not once has she EVER offered me a dime for all the gas I spent
taking care of her dogs. Not once.
And I have
the text messages to PROVE every word of this…..
Sandy does
not care if YOU have plans…. She just up and goes leaving Hooker & Magic in
her fenced yard assuming SOMEONE (aka ME) will care for them…… She will be gone
sometimes up to three weeks…..
She really
cared for Hooker when she had her huh???? Yeah, she took lots of pictures. All
for appearance sake only…..
She buried
3 dogs in less than 10 months, NOW Iva’s dog, Blue is on his deathbed in HER
care….. We have plans to get Blue to the vet Friday…. Wanna bet Blue doesn’t
make it til then???? That is 4 dogs in HER care dead in a year….. Blue depended
on Sandy to feed & water him because Iva is 100 years old deaf and nearly
blind.
And SHE
wants to tell ME how to properly care for a dog???? My dogs are HEALTHY, well
cared for and see the vet when they need to. I have worked rescue for nearly 4
decades.
I will NOT
go into how Hooker would be kenneled in a tiny camper almost every night….. Or
how Hooker had no one to PLAY with since all the other dogs were older and she
still has puppy energy…..
At my
house she was HAPPY. Yes she ran off. Sometimes dogs gotta get their wiggles
out. Hooker DID come back last night but went to Sandy’s and Sandy would NOT go
out and get her. It was ME who followed the barking until it stopped.
So, Sandy
take your self-righteous BULLSHIT and shove it!!!! You weren’t concerned enough
about Stinger to accept a ride to the vet from me and funding from RUFF to
cover it. You let him die suffering!!!! You put Felony down….. Moolie and Blue
were old…… But 4 dogs DEAD in 1 year????
You were
NOT concerned about Hooker every time you took off leaving NO ONE reliable to
care for her & Magic. You never once called or texted to see how they were
doing while you were gone. You only replied to texts I sent you….
So do
yourself a favor and lose my number. Do not ever contact me again. When I am
done, I am done. And I have had ENOUGH of your bullshit and outrageous demands.
I do not see you walking up and down Hwy 247 looking for Hooker. You spoke to 2
people at Slash X??? But you blow up my phone demanding that I do when I am in
so much pain I am puking from all the walking I have done looking for her…..
You LOVE
to demand other people do things that you will NOT do yourself.
I am
done!!!! I won’t even go into how you use others to purchase things for YOUR
dogs….
Jake told
you to get rid of all the dogs and the car and he would help you get a job and
a better place to live….. Seems like you are near that goal….. Only Magic and
the car left….. Well if Hooker shows up over there I know you will keep her…..
I asked
you repeatedly when you gave her to me to write up a transfer of ownership……
You thought you were smart…… Now EVERYONE knows what a walking piece of shit
you really are.
You burned
your bridges with me.
I pray for
Hooker to be returned to me safely. But pray is all I can do right now until I
can walk again. Having a bad hip sucks.
And if any
of her family or Iva’s sees this and DON’T like it – do not text me telling me
to delete it. This is MY wall, MY rant. If you do not like it UNFOLLOW me. I
removed the last one (except from my blog – it IS still there). I will NOT
remove this one to appease YOU.
I have put
up with untold verbal abuse for the last 2 days to the point that I blocked
Sandy’s number. So, if you do not like my rant simply unfollow me then YOU do
not have to see it.
And stop
bitching about your living situation. You put yourself over there. You have
stayed there when other offers were made to you…. You CHOSE to stay there…..
You have no one but yourself to blame for it.
Hooker has
a good home now and she is terribly missed. Which is more than I can say for
how you treated her. Every eye reading this will be on you now…..
Off my
rant now…. Unless Sandy is stupid enough to push this issue.
Recently Sandy abandoned some her her stuff on my property. After MONTHS of begging her to come get it I gave up, sorted it and sent most of it to the dump. One big blue storage tub contained her "precious" dog care kit. It was LOADED with expired medications - as in expired in the 90's and early 2000's expired but she medicated the dogs with long expired meds! There was so much phenobarbitol it is pathetic - and all of that expired in the 90's!!!! Giving anything long expired meds is a death sentence! But, it's her home remedy for parvo that is most disgusting!!! BLEACH is the main ingredient - 6cc's of bleach every 2 hours...... HER home remedy!!! Kill parvo with BLEACH! I will do my best to upload a pic in her own handwriting shortly.
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