Sometimes Truth Hurts......

 

To Whom It May Concern,

 

Let me begin by saying this open letter is to no one and someone in particular. If YOU are taking it personally, then MAYBE parts of it do apply to you and I am trying to say something without calling people out by names, or hurting feelings.

However, I will no longer be silent on the matters discussed within this open letter. So, remember ALL of it does NOT apply solely to a single person…

 

Thank you and I will not apologize for hurting snowflake liberals, or anyone else this letter addresses!!!!

 

So, on with it now…

 

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Some people this letter is specifically to may never see this or bother to read it, even if I give them the link….. Sad but true….

 

I would first like to begin with why I will no longer permit ANYONE to live on my property for any length of time for any reason. (Camping is fine, but long term is finished).

I have tried to extend the good will the Lord has shown me concerning this property. Tried being the key word here. First it was my daughter and that went south in a hurry. That is a story best told in a different post though.

Then, I tried to help out a homeless guy with a dog. He had been living in his car and I felt sorry for the poor dog in the late summer heat. Turned out he was on speed, failed to do much of what he had agreed to and then tried to refuse to leave until I literally was on the phone with AAA to have his car towed off the property.

There have a been a couple others that barely stayed a few weeks…..

I am VERY open with them about the facts of life out here. It is NOT a lifestyle for everyone and a city person will NOT do well out here. I tell them to look at the album on social media and then ask any questions they have BEFORE they get here.

If they choose NOT to look at the album and understand what they are walking into, that is on them, not me.

I offer to those I care about. I offer because it would be nice to have some help with the things my body cannot handle – but I will push through without said help. I am also very open about this as well. Low rent in exchange for helping me. The work LOOKS hard and is ONLY hard if you make it that way. Once again the pictures on social media show the place and could easily be used to reference any kind of work I mention that needs done.

So, do NOT ever commit to helping someone if you have no intentions of actually helping them!!!!

 

Sadly, those to whom I have opened my door, taken in etc., made too many promises they had no intentions of ever keeping. My good heart desired to believe them, especially long-time friends making such promises.

My daughter left me with more work than I started off with. Others left me with jobs poorly done, not done at all or a HUGE mess to clean up along with the poorly done job.

Yet each time I make these people leave, somehow, I am the bad guy. I get trashed on social media for being a bitch, see the lies being told but I hold my tongue.

I will hold my tongue no more….

My current situation is somewhat the same…. They promise to help but always have better things to do. They actually get irritated when I ask them to help with anything. They cut me off to talk about unrelated bullshit. They want to TALK but their actions speak far louder than their words….

 

This particular friend I have known for near 20 years now. They were my emotional support through years of domestic abuse. They remained friends even after I left my abuser. We worked together online for many years. So, I truly thought I could trust them to be a person of their word. They always have been in the past.

I knew going in that this friend has bi-polar and might be fully off her meds. That was a given. She never liked taking them.

 

I knew this friend was into paganism, not that heavy though. At least that is what was always portrayed to me. I have nothing against it, so do not jump to the end without the meat of the tale….

When this friend arrives she instructs ME about how she has to have this or that. I’m like fine, those things are NOT on the needed list so you can purchase them….Naturally, she did not…. Although she sure enjoyed the ones I had on hand without replacing them…..

She promised to help me around here….. But typically slept until noon or later. By that time I have been up for hours waiting for the help and either done it myself or in the process of doing it myself and ready for my rest by the time she got out of bed for coffee.

Daily I was forced to listen to her talk about this “man” that she has been “seeing”. It is a demon named, Astaroth, part of the unholy trinity. Hours upon hours I listened as little to none of the work got done….. Try to interrupt to get started and forget it. She disappeared to her RV to masturbate after I had witnessed her having a marathon 2.5 hour PLUS session on the yard swing.

 

She is NOT educated about these demons she claims to talk to. She thinks she is in contact with Solomon’s 72 spirits. She believes she is Astaroth’s submissive, that HE wants to “collar” her….. Her fingers will twitch when she “talks” to them and she has a sideways smile on her face. She also believes Astaroth lives inside of her and refuses to believe it is a female spirit that MAN has turned into a MALE one. All historical texts on this are WRONG in her eyes……

When this happens forget it, she is not here and cannot hear you.

She has actually told people that I am jealous of HER active sex life…..

No, offense, but I there is nothing to be jealous of…..

She spent the majority of her time online trolling for men, even brought one up here. He was admittedly on speed and wasn’t ashamed to talk about his use of illegal stuff…..

I believe she came here thinking she could drink and “party” all the time and no work would be involved. The first few days she was here the amount of vodka she consumed led me to understand she had a problem with alcohol, to which she denies. I did confront her about it. I also confronted the one who bought the second round for her.

She conveniently forgets she drank my vodka that I keep on hand for medicinal purposes – has not yet replaced that.

She says she has a valid driver license. I have not seen it, but I did allow her to use my vehicles for necessary errands AND to go up on the hill to help out the elderly woman up there.

She didn’t want to help me, nor work on putting her own stuff away in prep for rainy season, so I would send her up on the hill to get her out of my way so I could get shit done.

One evening she took my PT Cruiser up to cook supper up there. She instead chose to drink with the son of the woman I asked her to cook for. I start getting strange calls, so I go up. Seems all is fine, so I come home. Then I find out she is too drunk and puking sick to come back and assist me.

She KNEW no drinking and driving so I go up and get my car. At that moment she lost the privilege of driving my vehicles and she KNEW it because I told her.

After that she was VERY unhappy and helped me out even less. All she did was complain on social media, posting selfies that made her look so pitiful. Many of those were touched up to look that way with an app she has on her phone. One day I literally watched her spend more than 10 hours taking selfies, touching them up then taking more. Again, I talked to her about this, considering she was supposed to be helping me, not spending mass amounts of time online doing nothing that she had promised to. She actually denied it had been that much time…..

She accused me and told others that I left “everything” for her to do…..

She loved to cook , multiple times a day – but would RARELY do the dishes….. So I stopped doing them too…. When there was nothing to cook in then she griped there was nothing to eat. She put on a pitiful face and ate bread and butter….

She seemed to not know where the recycles bag was or even the trash. Piles of her garbage were left on my tables for me to clean up, the cats knock off etc… Meals left sitting and not cleaned up after…..

Her cat refused for a while to use the litter box, used the end of my bed instead. Not once did she clean any of this up….. I did…. Not once did she offer to reimburse me for the laundry soap used to clean up after her cat, or even to wash the items herself. When I finally had enough and crated his ass she would not even care for him inside of the crate….. Changed that litter box twice after I put him in and only fed and watered him twice.

As I mentioned, whatever she did online was far more important to her. Masturbating was more important to her, but yet I was jealous of all that????

Apparently, she doesn’t know me as well as I know her….

I do not ask much really. Listen when I speak, understand what I say. It ticks me off if we are literally sitting right next to each other, discussing important shit and the person does not bother to listen the first fifteen times I say it.

So, the more she talks about these demons she is communicating with, the more research I do on them….. I am Christian and did not like what I was seeing in this research, so of course I spoke to her about it.

They are just these super great guys who got a bad rap. She refuses to see that none of them were ever born in the flesh…. No matter what source you pull up to show her that source is wrong…..She is not educated enough on these particular demons to even been talking about fooling with them, yet she actually believes Astaroth lives inside of her, they told her she would be queen of heaven and you cannot break through with truth and logic.

But, somehow, I am supposed to be jealous of all that shit….

She got VERY defensive when I had a friend come up to smudge the property. Almost combative to be honest. We did it anyways.

After that though, I knew she planned to leave because I gave her a choice. She could have the demons and her devil worshipping ways or stay here with me. The devil worshipping on my property was over.

She tells an entirely different story though. I suppose she forgets the entire discussion was in TEXT and I can post it ALL if she continues to lie about me or why I gave her a choice.

She is engaging in dangerous behavior with these demons. She is engaging in dangerous behavior in meeting up with strange men online for random sex hookups and bringing them to MY property to do so. She lied about coming here to help me. She was thrown out by her ex for this devil worshipping shit and truly had nowhere else to go. No one wants to be around it nor be a part of it.

She does not see or seem to care the impact her behavior is having on those who care about her. It is all about her….Well, I should say all about Astaroth…. And she thinks everyone is jealous of her…..

She was given a choice and she made her decision. She chose the demons over a chance to actually be given property of her own. She chose to lie to a long time friend who depended on her to be true to her word…..

She chose wrong because once this door is closed it will never reopen….

When I’m done, I’m done it is that simple.

I was taught long ago that a person is only as good as their word. I might be slow sometimes, but I make a damn hard effort to deliver on whatever I say. Yeah, I know I am seriously behind on getting shit posted for the scammer’s stuff…. Right now I have my main computer down and need to order a power supply for it…. I live Murphy’s Law I swear LOL….. But, when rainy season comes and I am stuck inside not able to work outside, much of the online stuff will get done. That’s how I roll. Save the indoor stuff for days when outside stuff cannot be done.

If you cannot uphold your word to me then please do not waste my time or yours with hot air. Do not lie to me because it will catch up to you.

I wish my friend well, but I also know things will not get better for her until she denounces this evil she worships and gets some real help….

In the meantime I will pray for her….

Ok, off the soap box now :P